Somehow I felt that everything seems to go wrong and haywire this year, whether it's studies, work or love life... Nothing seems to go on smoothly for me. Sometimes I wonder why does god have to make fun of me in this way? Why is it that other people can lead a carefree life and always have the luck on their side?
Going to work really piss me off. I don't have the motivation and drive because I know that whatever I have achieved in the past as a full-timer are all gone. My efforts will not be recognised. Now I am only a part-timer. Know what? I was in the office ALONE today! Just because I am a part-timer, I have to return to office to answer phone calls while all the others are out for an off-site outing at Sentosa. It's unfair! I mean this is supposed to be a reward for our efforts done earlier. All I can say is that I am really very disappointed and I have to bear with this temporary until my exams are over in May 2006. Couldn't understand why they want me to return to the office today. Why can't they just close the office for one day? Stupid right... really no logic. Now then I realise that no office is without politics.
Suddenly I don't feel like joining then for little chomp chomp lunch in the office. I just want to excuse myself and draw clearly what a part-timer should be. Being alone in office was terrible. Imagine the only thing accompanied by my side is FM 98.7 and a few funny people who came to collect some cheques. One cheeky guy makes me feel akward when he ask me if everyone in office will be back today. I look at him and think it's safer to say : "hmm, they will be back later in the afternoon." Well, the entire floor has only one office and no one else, quite creepy. Luckily, an angel came to accompany me for lunch. Hehe... but I know it's also a coincidence that you need to come to this building right? Anyway, thanks for dropping by. Hope you like the roast duck noodles... they are very popular man.
The worst thing is.... my house is going through a painting and revamp process. Everything is in a messy stage. Just helped with painting the living room yesterday, my sis's room today and tmrw will be my room. No proper time for birthday celebration. What a lousy birthday eve! Missed a Sentosa fun trip, dated someone out and got rejected, got to go backwork ALONE and bear with people discussing how fun the trip was... wah! Really cannot stand it! Sobsob....
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Good Nite!
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