Exam results are out!

I am still feeling hard to accept the fact that I didn't do well... started to think that life's really unfair. Why are there many people who never work hard and they can score well and pass. Me?? Always try my best to work doubly hard and still fail, or juz do the same as people who don't really study hard. Sometimes I really doubt my own capabilities and ask myself many why?....this and that. But no answers came out of it. Me too have no idea abt it. In the end, all I can say it's my own fault.

It is also hurting to hear sarcastic comments from friends who says: "Haha...you so hardworking and then still fail arh?" It's like, did i expect it? No right! Sometimes people just talk without using their brain.

Now I really feel so alone. Can see my life turning upside down. It's especially hurting when ur own mum don't understand your feelings. She keeps blaming here and there...any excuse she can find to nag on and on. Nobody seems to understand what I am going through. I feel like giving up...so now being caught in a dilemma. It's not the 1st time that I failed. But just thought it would be more suitable for me to just give up and just take up any "ulu" and easy to score degree programme.

The deadline for eCR is on this coming Monday. I've got to decide whether to continue or not. So disappointed that even my closest soulmate cannot be with me when i need someone to be with me. I guess it's the darkest part of my life now.